F'n A...It's really been since February since I bolgged? I guess I'm not too good at this. The funny thing is, I journal constantly....writing is a huge outlet for me, and I really love to write. I'm just so weird about people seeing what I regurgitate onto paper. Seriously...I don't even like when someone reads my To-Do list. I guess I'm afraid of people getting inside my head....it can be a scary place to be!
So I guess quite a bit has happened since February....graduated, moved to Vegas, and have become an invalid due to the issue with my neck. I'm far from the old me...mentally, emotionally, and physically. To be honest, I'm ready to just give up. Bodybuilding or any physical activity is out for me right now. I never thought at 25 I'd have such a debilitating health issue, and I never thought the US healthcare system would fuck me over as much as they have. I feel sort of abandoned by our country, and I really have no idea where to go from here. I'm just not myself...losing hope and ready to give up.